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I want to be lost with you, in a world all our own,

Where the trees grow free, and the birds fly low,

Where the roses bloom with a smell so sweet,

And the grass feels soft beneath our bare feet.



I want to play in fields of green,

Where we're all alone, just you and me,

Where the sky is wide and always blue,

And there's no one there to see it, but me and you.



I want to swim with you in a lake, so sparkling and clear,

Where the fish nibble your toes, and dragonflies buzz in your ear,

Where the geese aren't afraid to eat out of your hand,

And in the water, it's just deep enough to stand.



I want to lay with you under a sky filled with stars, at night,

Where your body is warm next to mine, and the moon is bright,

Where nothing else matters except for our love,

And I want nothing more, because our love is enough.

Why do you shun me the way that you do?

It's not like I ever did anything hurtful to you.



Why do you treat me like I'm not of your kind?

Like my heart doesn't feel and I don't have a mind?



How can I please everyone when no one's the same?

I can't help how I look so it shouldn't bring me shame.



Does it matter that much if I don't look like you?

The world would be quite boring if everyone did as you do.



The way you look shouldn't matter, this you should know!

The way I walk, the way I talk shouldn't bother you so!



So, I'm different, but inside we're all the same.

I like how I am! I should! because I cannot change.

Demons in my head

just keep ripping away

Wishing I was dead

yet they all stay.



Slowly working down

Evil beings that they are

feeling like a clown

Pain from inner scars.



From the tear in my heart

they work right on past

eating my mind apart

know my heart won't last.



Slowly as I wait for death

would turn time back

could have my last breath

don't worry, have your slack.



I'll let them take me not you

for they know my flesh well

there's nothing more to do

you'll get heaven, I've got hell.



When you get to heaven

say you were really loved

day and night twenty four seven

I shall not go quiet like a dove.



I will yell it out loud

the one they didn't love

screaming out into the crowd

welcome son of pain from above.

I know I haven't known you long,

So, I know a destiny could be wrong.

But I know this familiar feeling well,

And before I lost it, I'd send myself to Hell.



I can't stand being so far away from you,

And I'm sure you feel the same way I do,

But what is can't be changed, as we both know,

Although, things may change as we both grow.



Don't ever think that I love you not.

This should be proof that my love won't rot.

And should you desire a life without me,

For your happiness' sake, I'd set you free.



Indeed, I love you with all of my heart,

And I wish a thousand wishes that we shall never part.

Even if it ends, my love for you will not sever,

And I will hold you in my heart forever.

Like shiny stars, red eyes,

glowing in darkness of the night,

gliding through the pitchblack skies,

beasts prepare for the survival fight,

soon it's time, soon someone dies...



Unborn child, innocent flesh,

straight from womb of mommy,

meat, oh so sweet, so fresh,

to feed little beast tummy...



Is there any better purpose for a man,

to be stock of warm meat,

higher purpose for arrogant human,

to be melting in belly heat,

food for demons, that's fate of man...

I see demonic shadows,

floating in the darkness,

waiting me to fall a sleep,

searching a moment of my weakness...



Shadows of death,

inside my head,

this outstanding pain,

in my brain...



Flames of hellfire,

in my eyes,

smell of death,

in my nose...



Molten seas of hell,

this demonic smell,

someone is casting a dark spell,

holding me in the hell...

In the swirling mist, my path is lost,

no turning back, it's the cost...



To the darkness, forever I am bound,

for me, final salvation is found...



My darkest secret, black veil of death,

in it's cold embrace, I take no breath...



Final sacrifice, split blood,

out, from veins just flood...



Everlasting hunger, my final cross,

in the misery of past, it is no loss...



Last drops of life, poured from the dead,

sacrifice for this night, made for the undead...

Sharp fangs, shining in the moonlight,

for the living creatures, causing a fright...



Vampires of the mist are in bloodlust,

to drink fluid of life, they must...



Not for them your pity and tears shed,

through the death continue their life undead...



Things for yourself just easy to make,

give your blood, let them your life take...



Let go of your life, they drink away your pain,

then you are not lost, alone, in this vain...



Your soul, your life, for them just to give,

join them, with them in death forever you live...

Love me,

my razor blade.



Peel my skin,

make me scream.



Sink so deep,

make me weep.



Cut my flesh,

make me bleed.



Take my life,

set me free.

With nice little twist,

I slit my wrist...



Not waiting life to kill,

rather my own blood I spill...



It's my own choice, I have no fears,

only pain, in eyes some unshed tears...



On the floor, blood making stains,

slowly releasing me from my pains...



Bloody stains, stains like in my soul,

caused by all the pain, this life so foul...



Vision finally fading away, soon it's all done,

staring darkness, oh so black, soon it's all gone...



Soon I'm released, free from this pain,

suffering and life, it was all just in vain...



Thought, funny how blood makes difference between life and death,

farewell life, so painful, so useless, gonna take my last breath...

Birth was my first sin, be here,

to cry, with my scream silence tear...



Life was my second sin, just live,

mock this world, my opinions give...



Love was my third sin, to care,

just worship her, how did I dare...



Questioning was my fourth sin, raise doubt,

my mind use, see no reasons when look out...



Rebellion was my fifth sin, my own rules make,

refuse to obey, not orders from others to take...



Arrogance is my sixth sin, to my own sins list,

to think I know, believe my own sins see in life's mist...



I will still have many sins, my own pride I will fall,

I will regret most, hope redemption before death call...



Death will be my last sin, to surrender and die,

just release my life, to darkness and oblivion fly...

Death, my friend, you are always there,

from you, no one flee, you are everywhere,

still, I wonder, why you are never here...



Death, my friend, you release others from pain,

all those people, they get free, so many slain,

yet, I ask, why I am still here in vain...



Death, my friend, you everywhere see,

from you, just redemption, can I plea,

here I ask, come here, set me free...

Death, you are my sweet love,

come and give me your cold embrace...



Wrap your icy arms around me,

hold me, kiss me till I die...



Let me feel your cold touch,

feel you, feel death of my flesh...



Release my soul from this agony,

give me freedom, let me die...

With out you i'm not whole

With out you i am lost

With out you i will die

With out you i live alone in darkness

A darkness place i have never been befor

I been though hell

I fought battle's

I faced demon's in my life

But this darkness is a whole new kinda darkness i havent yet faced and that darkness is to live and keep on going on with my life with out you i would be lieing if i said i dident want anything else to do with you i would be lieing if i said i dident love you i would be lieing if i said i dident want you in my life now baby girl i am telling you this right here right now cause i been to scared to tell you myself i love you more then word's can explan even when i say i love you isent enough to explan how much i love you everything i been though in my life i would go back though if it meant to have u in my life this is my love secret i been keeping from you and when you read this i hope you understand how much i love you i would jump in front of a flying bullet to save you life you are my air when i breath you are my heart when it beath's you are the wing beneath my wing's when something

go's wroung in my life i think of your smile and it make's everything all better again when i look in my future all i see is you and me me and you together for alway's will baby girl this is how i feel about you with all that said i only have one thing to ask you and with these four word's i ask you Will You Marry Me.